Softcover binding has light shelfwear to edges of covers. Pages tight and clean with some yellowing due to age. 388 pages. MMP Binding. Year: 1999. ISBN: 0446608009. My wife of more than forty-five years shot herself yesterday after noon. At least that is what the police assume, and I am playing the part of grieving widower with enthusiasm and success. Of course I know that she did nothing of the kind, it was I who killed her.